— Frank Ocean
i want to kiss you and take cute pictures with you and go on stupid dates but I also want kill you for making me feel things
“I want the awkward silences that really aren’t that awkward. I want to look at your from the passenger seat as you sing along to the radio and drive with only one arm. I want the late night drives to Maccas where i have to pay for half because you forgot your wallet. I want the late night pick-ups where you pick me up after a night out with my friends. Sometimes I’ll be tipsy and you’ll just laugh at me as I sing along to songs I’ve never heard. I want to pick you up at 3am, when you’re drunk and complaining, but still awake enough to thank me for being me. I want to drive you to your house and lay you down in bed and kiss you goodnight and cook you breakfast in the morning when your head hurts too much to even think. I want you to ask me what my friends were pointing at and I’ll just laugh, saying ‘I don’t know’ and you’ll shoot back at me, saying I do know, but I don’t want to tell you, which is half true; I don’t want to tell you so you’ll tease me a bit more. I want you to tease me about my driving, saying how I stalled an automatic when really I just turned the car off. I want to fight when you’re texting another girl, or when you forget to say happy birthday. I want to fight when I say I hate you getting drunk often and never paying for our food. I want you to scream at me and I want to run out of your house. I want to cry and have mascara pouring down my face when you chase after me, kissing me and holding me, telling me you’re sorry. I want to slap you and I want you to hate me for it. I want to say I’m sorry and kiss you and I want you to forgive me.
I want the teases, the late nights, the mocks, the laughs, the silences, the fights, the break-ups and the make-ups.
I want every inch of you. Your flaws and imperfections.
I want you.””
“When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.”
Rick Warren, The Purpose Driven Life (via feellng)
“Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.”
- you -
you took me
pulled me out of line
eradicated the way the earth spun
changed my way to eyes saw the world
my ultimate vulnerability sucked in by your nothingness
i fucking hate you.. .. .… … but i love you
nothing but helpless silence
finally able to forget about you and get your fucking name out of my fucking head
normality has returned
the earth can spin without hesitation once again
i am in control again
- me -